State of mind with every slur Tripping over words with no care Craving her lips like medicine I'll forget her just for a night With each shot I'm more alive I'm wasted again Who cares if I waste my life away? Everyone is searching for happiness anyway This room won't stop spinning I'm stumbling every step I take And this is only the beginning To a blackout so I can't feel this heartache Tomorrow this will all just be a blur But all I can see tonight Is that I still love her And she's too unsure Then why does this feel so right? Would you care if I gave up today? Well then I won't stop searching 'cause you're my happiness anyway When this week ends This weekend will being To weaken my tolerance After four days sober Now Thursday's over I'm alright, I'm alright You can call me crazy if you want Or just call me belligerent Cause I drunk dialed you three times already tonight So let's drink to that So let's drink to that So let's drink to that Cause you're my happiness anyway.